LA
I moved to LA a bit over a month ago. I can say with great certainty that it is unlike any other place I have ever lived.
So far, I have found the social atmosphere here liberating. I should note that the liberation of which I speak is not the personal kind of liberation, but rather, a more general and powerful brand of liberation.
I have indeed found that there is a great emphasis on the superficial here. Long before I moved here, I knew that I would not be able to truly understand this element until I had fully experienced it.
As of today, I would say that I have still not fully experienced it. But what I can say with some certainty is that the emphasis on the superficial—for clarity’s sake, let’s identify this as the impression one makes upon another human within the first 5 seconds of meeting them—easily functions as a force for freedom rather than the oppression that so many identify with SoCal’s fixation on the superficial.
Please don’t misunderstand me—I am not saying that there is much liberation in being judged upon those qualities (mostly physical) that supposedly don’t mean much when compared with a person’s inner being. Rather, the liberation comes from what follows.
This city’s fixation upon one’s public presentation of himself often functions as a Catch 22. Let me explain my thinking: we are judged by qualities that can be identified as superficial no mater where we go. The difference being—for most of the US anyway—that we do so with no pride. In fact, many of us are ashamed by superficiality (our own and, by osmosis, the standards with which we judge others). We often try to deny ourselves this quality in an attempt to reach something in both others and in ourselves that is more authentic. And yet, the power of a first impression—and more generally, of all that could be regarded as superficial—cannot be denied.
What often results from our attempts to not identify with the superficial can be the exact opposite. Without a clear space for such expression and judgment, our superficiality is sublimated (yet still very much present). In this, we give the superficial the power to control more interior parts of our perception, and here it seems to have a greater potential for control over our overall outlook.
In contrast, people in LA seem to fetishize their attachment to the superficial. They seem to give it more credence than it should ever have. But the superficial—by virtue of its most intrinsic qualities—is a limited means of understanding anything. Humans seem to naturally understand this. The result, then? Identity is fetishized to the point of meaninglessness. Clothing and appearance cease functioning as false windows into our souls. In its place, two distinct modes of interaction form: the first being of only the emptiest in nature, the second being one that is far more humanizing than it ever could have been without the first.
In LA, I see so many fewer instances of people walking around in what appears to be a beloved old sweater or leaving the house with their hair in a mess. Instead, most people here seem to be styled in a manner that is purely delineated by the demands of trends and public perception. Why, one might wonder, would anyone ever want to live in a place that is so bereft of apparent meaning, and so fascistic in its standards? My answer: with these objectivising standards comes the kind of liberation that can only accompany non-meaning.
The result of all this sign-without-true-signification: in my view, it is a return to the personal. LA cuts through the superficial with its very fetishization of it, and as a result, the freedom that comes with unattached ideas and feelings—of true perception rather than inextricable association—comes alive. How this functions more specifically, I cannot say certainly. I think this may be because once the superficial has been ‘cut through’, an almost unidentifiable form of freedom appears in its place. This semi-realization is proving to me that we must grant the superficial the power that it so obviously has, or we will be faced with dealing with it in many other, less palatable forms.
As I write this, I should note that this all inspires wistful feelings in me for a youthful idealism that I feel has already passed, or is in the process of passing, or is at least entering a new stage for me.
Indeed, a huge part of what drew me to New York in the first place was my sense that the people there achieved a sort of wholeness of self. Rather than being slaves to the superficial, I believed (and still do believe to a certain extent) that individual identity on the East Coast in general is more organic and connected to history than the role that an individual’s identity plays in California.
It should also be noted that I do believe that LA’s obsession with the surface of all things certainly does create an environment where the general social emphasis is less concerned with authenticity and more concerned with status. This is obviously the most common criticism of the place. And in this criticism, I see the negation of a distinctly American quality that has been very present in all of the other places I have ever lived (New York City, the Hudson Valley, and San Francisco).
After all, our nation’s complicated relationship with individual identity reaches to the very core of our society in many respects. We, as a nation, tend to prize the authentic over the superficial in many regards in the name of feeling as if our virtue remains intact. Here, questions of virtue seem far less present. I have found myself using the word shameless to describe LA on more than one occasion. As such, the liberation I describe does negate much of the moral complexity that I have always loved about this nation. After all, most people in this country seem to have a general appreciation for the role authenticity plays in the US.
Below you will find a great example of LA’s cultural shamelessness. It is a promo that plays on Fox in LA quite often for their local news programming. If you watch it, you will see that its shamelessness needs no explanation on my part.
2 years ago